Thank you for your continued support and for checking my blog.  I can't keep up with it for the time being I'm experiencing severe anxiety because of the effects of this awful disease.  I am not able to do      very much in my day which is making me very anxious, annoyed, and if I'm honest - angry.  My abdomen continues to grow and I struggle with thoughts of what may be ahead of me.  Its quite common to have your stomach drained in hospital if there is a build up of too much fluid.  Cancer is rotten, I hate having it.....