I cherish my family, they are so important to me. I'm learning to lean on them and ask for help when I need it too. I find this whole stage of cancer difficult to get through, I need help more and more because I feel fatigued most of the time. Simple tasks drain my energy levels. I'm trying to get through feeling very sad that my health has deteriorated. Its not something I can just get over quickly, the whole process of these dramatic changes is having an effect on me now.