The sun shines again today, it's lovely, but I feel nervous and anxious most of the time unless I'm distracted. Most things I attempt to do tire me out more and more, I watch others do things and struggle with the enormity of what I'm going through. Mentally it's hard, physically it's hard and emotionally it's hard. My tummy and abdomen keep growing as the tumours grow and make my bodily functions in that area more difficult. Please, if in doubt of your health, get checked out. Don't delay.